When I'm not interested in something I can't make myself focus on it, and when I am I can go so deep that the afternoon is gone. For most of my life I took that as a flaw in me, because nobody ever diagnosed me and I had no other explanation. Looking back I'm pretty sure it was ADHD. October is ADHD Awareness Month, and what I've learned is that it feels completely different depending on whether I'm doing work that fits who I am.